!!Adeline | Nicholas | Kimberly!!

2010-08-29T12:56:00.002+08:00

Have never thought that the long wait is worth it.. after long anxiety, job search and the decision last year..

Finally i waited and have a package given to me in my company with more then what i expected.
You cant even possibly seen this is other companies.

Thank god for being there when we really needed it...

Long time

2010-08-14T10:27:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i just wonder if i'm doing the right thing..
And one thing i yearn most is to move out of this place.

I cannot stand anything about here..

Save water by not flushing the toilet after use? Sometimes after shit and it is really horrible.
the whole house stink.

i'm getting lazy to not clean the house because i cannot take it anymore.
Sighz, when my flat come can i shift out.. and definitely i hope soon!!!

Endure just one more year and we have our own place.

Now work is well and i'm always very happy at work with a fabulous boss that one can ever have.
I have never thought that working with a female boss can be that easy but thank god, she is really easy, fair and very understanding.
So happy to have entered this company so i hope my contract can be renewed!

Studies is never easy esp have to manage between family and work.
One thing im glad here is the support of my parents in law.
thankfully for them to help look after the kids when im studying..

Till next time...

2010-04-27T20:23:00.001+08:00

It is bugging me at night...

2010-01-01T09:05:00.000+08:00

Start of 2010..
It's a new beginning..

Kat is going childcare on 4th jan, i'm starting work on 4th jan and my studies commence on 6th jan and 8th jan.

Need alot support from my hubby while i'm studying and he's gng to look after kids.
Thankfully i've a supportive hubby :)

Lots of happenings around me and i'm too tired to be blogging them.
The time i enjoyed most is when i step into the shop. That is where i find my comfort.

Financially very tied down and alot commitments. Hope that we are able to pull thru once i start my job with better salary.

2009-11-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

Sick and tired of packing.. not the kids things.. but to keep the house clean.
i'm just going to clean a path for myself and nothing else.

What can a lazy bum do except staying at home whole day..
Sighz.. others are working so hard for a living yet the other thinks that money comes from the sky.

I am so tired to be undergoing so many things and now i've lost patience with kim.
Noone can feel how am i feeling now.

living aimlessly... somehow or rather i feel the cheerful self is gone.. now it's all pretentious..

2009-11-14T10:57:00.001+08:00

Sad it might be.. after thorough consideration...

Birthday is the most unhappy one this year and i guess it'll haunt me for the rest of my life..
If only i could make my own decision..

upset...

Job jobs

2009-11-01T11:33:00.002+08:00

1) Look for a job
2) Continue studies in Jan 2010
3) Start saving money now for studies and flat renovation!
4) Shop is doing well and eventually it will get better!
5) Every month income is more :)
6) Kim swimming lesson on Monday! Yippie ya ya~
7) Reg Kat for CC in Jan 2010 (Yahoo~ she coming home soon my sweetie pie)
8) BIRTHDAY AND BIRTHDAYS!!!!!

Things have been well and now since business is stabling down, it's time for me to get a job and have my own income to finance myself for my studies.. Trying to get a good one with high salary...
Pray that i can find one suitable for myself as i feel that after i quitted cerebos, i will not have the confidence to step into office industry but then again.. I have to since kat will be attending CC and i need to pick my kids up and spend time with them.

Retail is quite a little bit of nono to me...

Hence the beauty courses which i initially wanted to enroll, i've already put it aside till i gotten my degree first.. If i cant get a job now, then i will wait till i finish my 1st semester which i will be taking 3 modules. Not easy but yes.. will be trying...

Have taken alot photos for the kids and despite them really getting on my nerves, i am still loving them..

Really been prawning almost nightly with hubby, mom and friends.. Dang! Tired and even kimmy is tired out..

Ok later going for a swim with the kiddos! Their favourite..

2009-10-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

All celebrations are over. Now waiting for Mommy's, mine then ruby's!
What surprise will i have or nothing at all?

I have been telling myself no expectation means no disappointment...

2009-10-15T10:06:00.000+08:00

Trying to do Nailz Paradize Website..

Been so long and rusty till Mr yong mentioned yday and told me to try.
I will but all the programs i no longer have so now searching for it..

2009-10-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

Kimberly's birthday Celebration itinerary!

16th October 2009 - 3pm
Celebration in school with cinderella cake chosen by her!

17th October 2009 - 12pm
Audrey's house warming and baby josh 1st year birthday

17th October 2009 - 7pm
BBQ buffet at NUSS guild house located @ Suntec
(Blowing another cake off)

18th October 2009
Prepare for chalet on 19th October 2009 which is the actual day!
Probably plan some cycling or swimming for her :)

19th October 2009!!!!!
Here comes the day where my girl turns 3 with a group of my mom's friend and some close relatives gathering today for this joyous day!

20th October 2009 to 21st October 2009!
Chilling at the chalet...

Hope Kim will enjoy the program scheduled out for her and Kat will behave herself too!

This year 3 cakes for kim and it's her favourite to sing birthday song for herself!

Alright today had another round of prawning as it's hubby's favourite and i'm shagged out!

Goodie night~

2009-10-10T23:48:00.001+08:00

Cant resist not to love them although they are arghhh damn naughty!!

2009-09-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

A Kiss from them, makes my day.

Am pissed today because of some issues but then again, not about my mom and my mom is the best!
Thanks Mr Djong for supporting me. For your support is my motivation.

2009-09-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

Needs to figure out what i want to do most.

Watching a show now and thinking, IF i want #3, what if turn out to be girl how will i react?
Or i shall not find out gender till the day i give birth?

HAHAHAHA ok i thinking too much.. AS LONG AS HEALTHY!!!

2009-09-24T23:19:00.003+08:00

Tonight had a great feast with my mommy and the 2 siao char bor! hahahaa...
DURIAN FEAST at upper serangoon.
My mouth say i wanna lose weight but in the end.... i eat like nobody biz!

Life have been great since i started biz although financially tied but i believe those were the happiest days.

Maid coming in early oct and arriving SG on 28th Sept! Hope this myanmar maid is good.
Now i'm keeping a lookout on jobs no hurry but if there is good offer then i might consider going back to office though i really do not bear to leave here cause what i like is freedom and i have everything here with good staff!

Kat coming home soon and i'm now starting on my scrap book for my aunty. To thanks her for the care that she have given the kids and to chart their growth as memorance to her.
Really thanks alot...

Alrightie.. PICTURES TIME!!!

Connection problem! hard time uploading so thats all folks!

2009-09-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

I have to learn hard!

2009-09-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i just feel that she is not understanding at all but there is nothing i could do cause i respect her for what she is.
I love her for who she are and I admire her capability.

For she is always here for me and by my side when i needed her.
For whenever i am in financial trouble, she will always very willingly help me.

She is non other then my precious mommy and i really love her.
So i willingly accept her scolding, everything about her despite being the last one that she cares about.

Afterall, i just want her to be happy.

2009-09-11T22:22:00.001+08:00

Had a new hairdo, gaining weight, visited the dentist!
Visiting dentist is horrible! but for the sake of my teeth, i have to.

Gotta extract my wisdom tooth and mend the decaying teeth.. goodness.. This is horrible!

Gosh.. and most of all, I gotta lose weight! gained 1 kg and counting..

3rd October 2009! Nailz Paradize official opening ceremony :)
Friends that have been invited, See ya there!

2009-09-06T20:30:00.007+08:00

Today brought the kids for a cycle at Pasir ris park with daddy and in laws. FIL ride kat and daddy ride kim! heee.. mommy and mil cannot lor!! cycle ourselves already have problem.. heheee..
They had a fun time and kim fall aslp on the bicycle! Too comfy already? kekee..

After that we headed to T3 for swensens. Yummylicious!

Been a long time since i spent such time with kids and glad that Ruby joined us on 1st Sept and hence i have more free time. Also am glad that we have 2 good staff Ruby and Camilia :) Nailz Paradize is complete now...

Photos!

Beauties from Nailz paradize? hahaha.

Shall end here!! Glad to have the babes with me!
Business is building up and with them around, it will soar to the highest realm!

Note: Thanks to Mr Djong for your support and help throughout this few months.
Heart u lots lots :)
We really appreciate your help and ur love to the family.. U know that WE love you :)

2009-08-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Just way too lazy and tired to blog! Everything is on my FB..

Have not been spending time with the kiddos except for today.. Guess they enjoyed my company.

Please understand mommy is trying to earn more money ok! For more comfortable life.

Money = time.. i am losing my time with them..

2009-08-18T11:46:00.000+08:00

She is just so cheeky!

2009-08-18T11:04:00.001+08:00

Saturday's business was ok.. Sunday was ok.. Monday is erm.. little bit bad but i believe we can do better as time passes by!!

Jia you jia you!!

I miss the times with my kids, but when i work, they tend to get out of my mind.

I am so sorry my darlings.

Sometimes i just wonder, spending time with them more impt or earning money more impt.
I cannot have the best of both worlds so i have to choose either. Can i just have both?

Thankfully my mom give me alot of free time :)

Lots of really nice photo of the kids which i love alot but havent really had the time to post yet..

Well well, business will get better definitely.. HUAT AH!!!

2009-08-17T11:09:00.002+08:00

Blings Blings!

To be updated again.. no time for now.

2009-08-10T13:23:00.003+08:00

I feel so touched and blessed when i saw a little note somewhere around saying that 'Remind dear to paste poster at the window to prevent public from viewing'.. and yet when u reminded me that day i said 'before u say we already planned'.. i am really really so sorry..

Thank you for loving me so much even though i have always been so bad tempered but u know that i do love u alot too :)

you have done alot alot things for me which not much husband would. Whatever i want, u would try to give me.. thanks my husband and i know since the 1st day with u, i've not made a wrong choice..

And i'm really glad that things are turning better for my mom and u as well.. u both have changed ur mind set towards each others..

This is what i say, Happy family!

2009-08-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

2009-07-30T23:19:00.003+08:00

SNEAK PREVIEW!

This will be how it looks like when it's done and it's going to be complete soon!
As much as i am excited but i know that there are lots of challenges right ahead of me and lesser time for the kids.
Now employing a maid is on my mind but lets see how things goes..
This week with kathlyn ard, i am very tired but seeing them play together and sleep upon instructions, i feel that they have really grown up alot :)
hehehee...

2009-07-26T12:57:00.004+08:00

Kudos to my mommy, hubby, ah see uncle and myself! 2 days spent at the shop doing electricity and painting! Most importantly, we did a great job :)

Now we get the exp and we know it is not easy.

Kat with her new hat :P

2009-07-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

The house is messy and seriously need to change furnitures! Cant stand the sight of it hahahaa..

Left Gin Chia and heading for another direction.
Thanks babes for giving me wonderful 3 months in there and great farewell lunch!
Simple but i really appreciated that esp the hug from KL!..

Dun bear to but everything eventually have to part especially when it concerns my future.

Anyway although i left there but i still have SOOOOO many work to be done!
As in for the shop!

On the 18th i will be meeting my dearest SS gang esp the 3 beauties (they are in my heart) for being the bestest and there for me :)
I really love you girls!

I am really looking forward to 18th and have lotsa fun with u girls.. of cause with my 2 princess as well :)

2009-07-09T23:29:00.003+08:00

There is alot things on my mind and i need to sort out my thoughts.

Next wednesday is my last day. Everything has to part someday and yes i do feel sad.
It's one of the best working environment that one could ever have and of cause it's fun with them all around.
thought i would settled in there but in the end, still have to part.

On 17th 11am, setting in for dong tu and reno starts on that day then on the following sunday is painting day!!
Self paint =D
Guess will be tired but fun!! cause doing it with Mr Djong :)

Yesterday was one the greatest day that i ever had with SS members!
Thanks people and i will never erase u guys from my memories even if i will not be continuing to study.

You guys are the best that i could ever have :)

2009-07-07T21:56:00.005+08:00

Whenever i bring out SUPER bad habits to tell u what to change, you just refuse to speak to me. I shall do the same in the future!.. and if u think thats ok then u just carry on.
you r brought up in such family but i'm not letting my kids behave the same way as u do.

Had very happy times with the kids during weekends and even weekdays!
Some photos taken today. Missing kathlyn alot and poor thing with painful hand.
Today when i went over to see her, she tell me "Pain pain no more!"
hahaa.. Cutie and my sweetie pie :)

2009-07-03T09:27:00.002+08:00

It makes me wonder will H1N1 affect the business of the shop when it opens? I just hope it will stop and not spread any further.

Yesterday went to visit Nic's ah ma for her 1st year anniversary.
Time flies very fast and now im beginning to wonder if i should baptize kim first?

Hmm really unsure should i or not so im still considering.

Yesterday met fengshui master (master chong) and further discuss issues about the renovation.
Really wish that things will go well for me despite the H1N1 community spread.

And so fast 1 month have past and tomorrow going for Eddice's boy full month celebration.

So many things have happened recently. Neither good nor bad.. just tired, stress and busy!
Love my 2 kiddos :)

Kim's tantrum is getting worse and kat is following! Gosh.. my kiddos are horrible !

2009-06-27T12:41:00.003+08:00

Finally found 3 fantastica arm chair and very comfy after 3 days of walking around and searching.
Everyday i only reach home at 10 or 11pm and it's damn tiring..

Now ive had a taste of setting up my own business. Not an easy feat but i always believe in after bitter, it'll be sweetness sooo HANG ON THERE!!!

Gotten my results for POA, the subject that i worried the most and i PASSED!! Woo hoooo not fantastic result. Just a P but im damn happy la! hahaha...

Now kat is sleeping so a little bit time for myself :)
It has been 6 weeks since i spent my weekends at home and it's like for 3 weeks i haven been at home much even during weekdays!!
Gosh.. looking back, i didnt know how did i survive the 6 weeks but im glad that all is over and well.. It's all worth it...

Now.. back to accompanying my darlings and i gotta plan where to bring them to.
Kids friendly and easy to drive there!
All by myself.. i think they need some activities out in the green but today's weather seems pretty bad so ya.. probably tomorrow or next week.

I wanna bring them to botanica and for a swim!
Swim definitely i cant handle alone soooo hope one of the weekdays my dearest hubby is not working then we shall go for a swim ya my dear?

I know u r reading! hahahahaha...

Ok.. Still got lots of plans and executions.
most major things are settled now waiting for the draft for renovation and quotation.
Namecards not ready yet..

My to do list is shortening yet getting longer.. Know what i mean ya? heheee..

Tata!!! Companying Ms Kimberly Djong while Ms Kathlyn Djong is in her lalaland....

2009-06-24T01:16:00.002+08:00

Still studying hard for POM and missing Kathlyn while kimberly is sleeping and still coughing badly..

Read a few of my friend's blog and feel that ive been missing out so much in life.
I just hope that things will get better once my business is stable and my darlings + hubby will have better life..

Am very tired now but i still have so much to cover :(

Been reaching home real late but not out to play.. Discussions and planning.. Thats all i have in mind now. To make the best out of it.. to do whatever i can.. to work hard and for better life..

iPhone girls...
(Black one)

White one...

Love her smiles and laughter

Good the night... Still studying hard....

Shops

2009-06-14T11:39:00.002+08:00

One last exam on wednesday and i have nothing on my brain now.

Plannning for Shop is on progress.
Registered business already and lots lots lots more planning to do!!!

Took alot leave just to settle that..

Looking forward to thursday Kimmy's sports day :)

Thats all for now...

7.22am and still studying for exam..

Itinerary for today:

Warehouse to source for chairs etc...
Interviewing......................
Doing manicure house visit but not me! Going with my mommy and learning from her
Maybe popping by cousin's house again BUT BUT.. i really really need to study for tomorrow's exam!

So glad that i am over this torturous modules.. hahahaha...

Hip hip hurray for wednesday's arrival!!!!

Target date: 3rd August to BLOOM!

My Girls

2009-06-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

I am very very happy that something good is going to happen! but keeping it a hush hush at the moment!

kekee..

My new online blogshop www.trenddesigns.blogspot.com! Please support me or spread word around ya! Tried and seen the material it's actually quite comfortable.

About my girls, picture says it all!
Kat can pose and smile at camera very well and!!! kim can do it too hahahaa..
I am a happy little women :)

2009-06-07T19:27:00.004+08:00

When i reach home today, 1st thing i do is.. 'KIDS.. lets go to the playground!'..
Heee.. been 1 month since i last brought the kids out. Do not have the time at all!

Thats how i am missing the precious times with my kiddos..

Kathlyn is growing up.. now she can run, she smiles when u say.. 'smile my dear...'
She keeps her toys when u tell her to pick up and she ask for food when she hungry!...
I really wish that i could see her 24/7 but i cant..

1 thing which kat is different from kim?
Kat calls me mama.. and kim calls me mommy.. hahahaa..
But it's equally sweet!

I am being asked a question: ' who do u dote on more? Kim or Kat?'
Well i too believe that once u have more then 1 kid, u tend to be more bias against another but if u ask me now, i would say both.
Reason?
Kim is with me from monday to sundays, so during mon to fridays, all my time is spent with her other then work and of cause.. i love her though she is terrible..
And kat only comes home from fri night to sun night..
I shower all my love on her as i only see her during weekends and just that 3days 2 nights is very precious to me and i believe to her too!..

As i am typing out this post, they are actually fighting with each other and kathlyn is crying and shouting! hahaha.. This just shows that she lose again :P

I enjoy seeing both of them but sometimes it gets too tiring..

For saturday and sunday, Mr Djong must be very very very tired! hahaha cause of my lessons and parents in law not in singapore, he gotta cook, bath and settle them all by himself!

The above post is drafted on sunday night.

I have always said, do not let accommodate to game's timing! 5 mins becoming 10 mins.. then becoming 15 mins.. and u blamed me for not waiting..
If i am going to die this min, can u just tell me 'hey dun die 1st. give me another 5 mins?'...
Goodness.. im getting very pissed off at this...

Sighz.. Seems like nothing is ever going to change.. thats just you...
Give up!

Sisters

2009-06-05T21:52:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow will be a tough weekend for hubby dearest as parents in law are out for church camp for the week and i will be studying thru the weekends!

Congratz to Eddice for giving birth to a baby boy on thursday :) My apologies to you that i replied late!
Was really busy.. heee..

Recently have been scouting for shops with my mom as we are going to partner and do manicure business. Well though i am still learning but my mommy is an expert! She is going to pass me her skills but it depends on whether i can master it.
To be her own boss is always her dream and i am very happy that we can fulfill it together~!
I love my mommy!

Now about the kids!
Enough of their cries and quarrels!
Kat is into terrible 2s stage now.. throwing tantrum as and when she loves it..
Aiyooo having an elder sibling causes her to behave very terribly..
But nonetheless, she is still my cute, sweetie pie..

Kim went to jacob ballas children garden with her school today and she fell.. leg have bruises but falling down is part of growing up so we just keep telling her it's ok.
Intended to attend with her but i wasnt feeling well so i skipped..

now.... photos of my babes...

Sleepy kimmy...

ME with kat at serangoon gardens..

She is bored from watching her cartoons..

She is seldom home hence very enthu into watching cartoon..

She with her big book!

The Angels? hahaha...

Awww... So loving..

Very unhappy look!

Throwing tantrum.. (1 of her pattern...)

My vainy pot..

Well..
And.. preview of their fights!!

Exams

2009-06-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

No time to blog and i seriously hate exams.

Gosh.. when will it be over...

Money money money!!!!

All about $$

2009-05-29T10:03:00.002+08:00

We are so tied up recently because of the fees for degree.
Gotta work hard and try to scrimp and save whatever we can.

Good idea for weight lost!

Now i am wondering, is it a good idea to take degree?

Why is money always an issue, always obstructing the passageway....

Hmmm..

2009-05-26T19:50:00.002+08:00

My To-Do list is getting longer and longer!
Hahahaha.. Seems like no time and i am going to list it here then strike it off one by one!...

Sort out kids toys and minimize the space taken.
Sort out kids clothes and pass to xiao mei.
Clear up the shelves in the living room.
Shelves in room is collecting lots of dust! Time to clean!!!!
Try to get a better sofa for the living room. The current one i guess alot bugs! >.<~
Learn Gel and Acrylic whenever i have the time and buff up my nailart.
Clear up the computer table. Letters are piling up ya!
Pack the wardrobe.. Someone always messes it up >=(
Try to clear the kitchen if i can? But it's like i clear 10 times, after 2 days, it will be back to original shape soooo.. Should I or should i not? Hmm... Suggestions?

Probably thats all for now.. I guess the list will get longer and longer..

Punggol!!!!! Please build up Damai grove fast!!!!

Manicure

2009-05-26T17:48:00.003+08:00

I am now doing Manicure for a nominal fee.
For those interested, could let me know in advance due to my busy schedule :)

Wait till i am more well trained in Gel and acrylic!

Now is purely manicure and nail art.
Could email me at mail.adeline@gmail.com, leave a msg at this tagboard and for friends, you could just give me a beep if u know my contact ya?

Not ready to give out my contact here as i am still learning and always learning.
I believe in practice makes perfect and yes i just need more practice...!

Busy, moody and gloomy...

2009-05-26T10:03:00.003+08:00

Studies + Work + Kids = Extremely tired.

Sometimes i just wish that i dont have to go thru all this things.
I wonder myself, is it a right choice to choose this path, as in continuing for my degree.

It's very tiring for the initial stage but i really hope sweetness will come after bitter.

How are the kids?
Bet things isnt going that well after all!
Kim is down with fever for the 5th day. Well, she is better now but hmm.. at night, the fever tend to come back and so we brought her to KKH yesterday.
Was very scary when i reached because i saw a little boy with fractured arm crying like hell and it's like so painful!
Feel so heartache for him.

As for Kimmy, she did blood and urine test. During the blood test it was damn hilarous!
Treated it as mosquito bit her and flew away and she believed. During the test, she keeps mumbling that mosquito bite her and mosquito no more!
Hehe!

As for Kat, SIGHZ big time!
Her golden butt still have not recovered yet.

I have been very tired lately.
Attending school for like 4 days a week and my precious weekends gone. Thankfully Hubby can manage and i am glad that he's right by my side!
Another 4 weeks and everything will be over.

Some pictures to end the post!

2009-05-13T22:12:00.004+08:00

Was very frustrated by Kimberly's daily cries so in the end today!!! i finally landed my cane heavily on her.
Once the cane touch her, she went all quiet and dare not even sob out loud!
I feel bad seeing all the cane marks over her leg and butt but this girl is simply trying to test my patience!
I wanna spend all my time during weekdays with her but in the end, she only cry and cry when she get home. Refuse to eat or do anything and just want me to carry her all the way.
I got frustrated and did it finally. Sighz...

Tomorrow i am starting my bridging modules and my schedule is like this.

Module	Session	Class Date	Class Time
Principles of Marketing	1	14 May (Thurs)	7pm – 10pm
Principles of Marketing	2	16 May (Sat)	9am – 5pm
Principles of Marketing	3	17 May (Sun)	9am – 5pm
Principles of Marketing	Exam	20 May (Wed)	7pm- 10pm

This means that mostly my weekdays burnt and weekends is definitely 9am to 5pm.
It will be for like 7 weeks!!!
My 7 precious week with my kids is gone!

Sighz i really hope bitter after sweet!

It drained our financial and my time with my kids.
I know it's worth it and i have to work hard.

On the other hand, my new found hobby manicure, i think i am improving!
Am i? Yes i think so hahahaa..
I have so many things to do and yet i've so little time.

Today went to visit kathlyn.
Her new learnt skill is..................... WALKING WITHOUT OPENING HER EYES!!!!
Oh my goodness!!! she changed every week with new pattern to show us! hahaha..
Then today she just shut her eyes and walk all the way till she knock the way and she keeps laughing.. Goodness! Last time, kimberly was not as mischievous as her!

As i type this, i hope my kids will not miss me that much as i wont be able to spend my weekends with them.
Just 7 weeks my darlings and you both can have all of me! Snatch as u all want..

2009-05-03T22:12:00.001+08:00

After sending kat back and seeing kim do not bear to leave kat at aunty's place, she insist that kat follows us home...
While in the car hubby gave out a loud sigh and told me: "seeing both of them have to be separated, i feel heartache.."

I gave a WOW look to him. I've never expect daddy to comment something like this so i just told him "we do not have a choice do we?" And he just kept quiet.

As much as we would love to have Kathlyn back, we cant.
I need to work, he need to work. Any other choices?
We would like a maid but at the same time, it's not the best choice.

This few days, kim really had a great time with Kat..

While playing on the bed, kim suddenly shouted.. "BABY ,.... NOOOOO"
And look at kat furiously.. then turned to me 'Mommy, mei mei 的口水“..

Kim is a very sensible jie jie and kat is the notorious mei mei..

There are times where kat really grab and run from kim, leaving kim jumping anxiously on the spot.. hahaa.. Siblings rivalry and i enjoy watching it.
Thats how they learn.. thats how they fight..

I have a silly thought because of swine flu.
If i am to die tomorrow, how will my kids become?
Who will take care of them?
Will they miss me?
All about kids.
I suddenly have this feeling that i love them sooooo dearly.. Nothing that words can describe and in fact more then anything, anybody else.

I have nothing to wish for except that they will be the cloest sibling ever even after they grow up, after we die.

Adeline's creation

2009-05-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

It's no biggie thingy but to me, it's a sense of achievement.
I learnt nail art from my mommy last night and!! ta da~ here is my work after i get home.. i am very satisfied although it is not something that looks very nice.
But for a not artistic person at all, this is what she can do!...

I hope to master it in the shortest time possible!

Ugly ah?? I think ok leh!! hahahaa...

Now back to the kids.

On friday, when kat come back, kim is behaving like such a nice jie jie!
She hug kat immediately and shouted mei mei i love you!...

Awww.. how sweet can she be ya!
But the monster kathlyn, ignore her hahahaa..

When Kat reach home, she gets up here immediately..!

And after that.. some daddy fun..

I am glad that although they only see each other from fri to sun weekly, but then they still bond well together and are very close..
Wherever kim go, kat follow and if i go out without kat and only with kim, kim will insist that mei mei follow if not she wouldnt go out.

That ease my fear but then again, sibling rivalry is bound to happen and i have seen it between them.
Guess it's their growing phase ya..

3rd year anniversary

2009-05-02T12:59:00.002+08:00

I could only say..... 3rd Happy Wedding Anniversary my dearest...!

Today was just another weekend spent at home with no programs nothing on our mind and i was very tired because Kat didnt sleep well thru the night hence i have no energy for anything and anyway, i am pretty tired to always be planning so i just kept quiet.
And in fact in the morning he came to me to greet me happy anniversary and apologize that there is nothing planned. Well i understand because thats just him so i am ok.

We spent a day at home playing with the kids and about 4.30pm, we head to T3 for the kids to have some fun, ice cream, fries.
They seems to enjoy and Kathlyn is sooo tired out.
When reach home after dinner, Kathlyn knocked out after her nice shower and was very very cranky!

Some photos to share on my darlings..
I am glad that daddy also spent whole day with us without touching the computer! hhahaa..

Here is a pic of jie jie keep on going to hug mei mei while we in swensens.

Here we run!

Kat drinking milk with super power! Clocked her time before and it's 1 min!
Happily bringing her milk in..

See daddy's casted hand! but kim is enjoying it..

I love this pic of Kathlyn..

Good nights!

Tired

2009-05-02T12:59:00.001+08:00

I just feel that i had enough and couldnt wait for my love nest to come!!!
Gosh..
Thankfully i have my hubby with me to share the workload of housework here!

We clean, they dirty.. Clean again, they dirty..

Sighz, after eating, never bother to clean the crumps that drop around.
Soft drinks or any other drinks dripping around? Dun care lor..
Then who clean?

Sighz.. It's neverending man.. tired tired tired.... I am very very tired tooooo!!!!

I dun feel like doing any housework at all!!!!!!

my girls..

2009-04-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

Things happened, let the truth be unknown and not be revealed..

I am so happy to see my baby this few days but poor baby, had a knock on lip against gate, slipped and fell when she stepped on toy then knock onto back of her head and jie jie ride over her fingers using buggy car..
I can feel her pain and i feel my heart cracking..
Hope that she is ok and i cant see her now.
I miss her alot alot alot!

These photos are taken in Jusco @ JB.
WE are talking and this girl is happily laughing and eating her biscuits.. What a messy sight!

Kim just love her new sunglass dont she? Pretty girl ya! heeee..

Goodness i just miss them alot.
Seeing the news of the 10 mth old baby died in TW, made me love them more and i will never want anything to happen to them.
They must be protected by all means and at all cost.

I am glad to have this 2 princesses and to me, they are my world.
It's enough and i have my happy family around me.
What else can i say but blessed?

Feel

2009-04-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

You wouldnt know how it feels when u see it.
Very shitty..

Good night.

My day..

2009-04-18T00:51:00.001+08:00

Received a call from my mom at about 9.45am just when i was about to get out of house asking me to send granny to hosp and her appt was 11am.. gosh.. That spoils my whole day plan.

And i did something stupid! Wanted to sms ashley that i not going and i thought i did BUT.. i realised.. i saved her name as ashley but i typed clover and send that sms out sooo it didnt get thru.. and... i didnt know...

After sending granny to hosp, spent the whole day at granny house with mommy then send kat to aunty's place and pick up kim to bring her to furniture fair at expo.

This is what my mommy bought! Quite a good deal and very very comfy..

Am very tired now as the kids just fallen asleep.
Had to deal with Kathlyn's crankiness once again i think due to over tired..
She slept at 11pm the night before, woke up at 5am and didnt sleep the whole day.. probably power nap of 10mins or so..
And after struggling with me, she finally sleeping now!!!
And i seriously hope today she can sleep well man!!

The last piece of news...

NOOOO NOT i PREGGY...

Then???

My NEW Burberry Blue Label!!!
and i HEART it alot!
Courtesy from my mommy~!
I heart my mommy lots lots toooooo!!!

Good nightie niteeee....!!!

Happy weekends...

2009-04-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

Had quite a fulfilling weekend!
Firstly is again the yummy pasta that hubby made and this time, there is mussels! Yummy yummy yummy... *just love his pasta :) am i fortunate or what? haa"

Follow by a *kiss* for daddy!!

Can see how happy daddy is?? hahaha..

As my granny was admitted to hospital, during the Tan tock seng hospital visit.
Seems like Kathlyn have grown alot My little toddler...

On sat, went to hubby aunty's house for a mini family gathering.
Their attire for the night! Can u tell that Kathlyn is angry at kim? hahaha always snatching her toys..

Kim's fav pose..

After that TW trip, hubby seems to be able to pose more!
Today brought the kids to the zoo!
The last time i bought kim was last year April after kath was born and this year she is able to enjoy more because her school teach her lots of animals names and pictures so she is able to express herself.
At the same time, kathlyn also enjoyed herself alot and can tell she is fascinated by the animals.
I feel very blessed to have this 2 adorable girls.
Though currently SAHM for this week but i am very very happy.

See Kim hugging her sister..

Daddy sooo happy with his 2 darlings...

Brought kim for a dip but she was scared so didnt had much fun..
After the zoo adventure, went for a car wash while the kids sleep and follow by NTUC.
Cooked Yong tau hu noodles for the whole family and hubby praise me today! heee..
Said tasted not bad.. though it's a simple dish but not easy for me! because i always failllll terribly at cooking and in fact even before i started, he say that he not eating home, he go class eat.. hahaha but after that he tried and he ate at home.
To keep a guy, is it really cooking does matter? hahahaha OK fine!!!
I am going to learn more dishes!

Today Kathlyn slept at 7pm and kim just fallen aslp at 8.38pm.
Well, it will be gonna be a killer night again and for the past few nights it was terrible!!! >.<~

But.. as their mommy, i have no choice ya? hahaa..

- Looking forward to this Sunday's JB adventure with the kids!

Stay tune...

Last but not least, Kathlyn's sleeping posture in the twin stroller...

2009-04-12T19:20:00.001+08:00

I feel so blessed when i hear this terror sing:

"Daddy, Mummy, I love you.
Don't you say you love me too."

Melted!
Simply feel that she is so sweet!!
And today she actually looked after Kathlyn the little monster.
Scolding her and beating her when she do something wrong and i just simply sat one side and watch them. It's amusing

Proudly present the naughty but sweet little girl...

Things are turning better and i hope it will remain this way.

Thinking of either going HK with the kids in Dec for hubby's birthday and countdown or next year just me and hubby to Japan..
Still considering.

and in fact i am glad when hubby asked me where will be our next destination
Things are in fact changing and definitely it will be better!!

Missed Kathlyn's milestone!

2009-04-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

It feels so good to be back home and once again with the kids clinging onto me!
and i simply felt that i missed kath's milestone. She is walking fast now and im not in SG to see it! duh...
when reached home, she started walking around and i was so so happy!!

Bad news: Just right after i reached home, i rec'd a call from my mom. My granny is admitted to hospital because she felt breathless and cannot breathe.
My mom and relatives are going to japan in 6 hrs time and now this had to happy.
I am worried abt my granny's condition.
My job within this 2 weeks is to look after kids and look after my grandfather. He is senile so he wouldnt know what he doing.
So i gotta buy food over daily for him and look after him, then follow by fetch kim to and fro sch and at the same time look after kath.
Asking myself if i able to cope.
I still have not unpack my things as i just reach home and i gotta go to school and register my semester and do some validation.
Ahhh so many things happening!!!

Pray that everything will be ok and smooth!!!

TAIWAN!!!

2009-04-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

Having fun and fasntastic place!!! love all the sight seeing and cam whoring..

Shopping tomorrow!!!

So happy and relaxing but keep calling home as worried for kids.. Kim fever subsided today and went to sch but poor kathlyn..

Her nappy rash recovered but now she having whole body eczema including her hair scalp.

Sighz, i miss my kids! wherever i go, i hope that they r with me..

Darlings.. Recover soon!..

Feverish..

2009-03-31T04:17:00.000+08:00

My darling Kimberly is having fever.
Now can i travel in peace...

Missing my darlings

2009-03-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

My itinerary for today is different as what i posted! haha..
In the end, kim did not attend school cause i think she's so poor thing!
If we all go shopping but she's in school.

Am not sure if it's a wise choice cause it's like hell!

Anyway, brought both girls to see doctor.
Kat is having red red butt (never recovered) and kim is coughing badly so i brought them to dr's before i leave.

Diagnose: Kat - Fungus is attacking her butt and it's accumulating faster then we're curing hence it can never recover.
Solution: Bought pampers premium for her and have to apply 3 types of cream + change diaper every 1 to 2 hrs.. Dang!!!! Good luck to me ^^

Diagnose: Kim - She might have childhood asthma and need to go back for periodic review. Poor girl but her cough is quite bad though not as phelgmy as before. So now, we gotta look after her diet.

Gosh! I hope my girls can do really well when i not in singapore.
Hope that my parents in law can handle kim.

Today when i bring kathlyn out for shopping, she dun bear to let go of me and she wouldnt allow anyone else to carry her except me.
She do not want to sit stroller, she do not want anything except me.
I wonder is it because she knows that i will be leaving her for a week? Hmm.. probably ya?
A child's 6th sense!

Well i spent my night with kim and keep trying to tell her that mommy will not be around for 1 week. I hope she get it because she also clings to me and that made me miss my girls more.

Oh dear, just a week of seperation from my girls and now, i am hving alot worries.
No idea if my in laws can cope! Hiak hiak..

Ahh.. but only this once!

To be updated when i am back!!!

My Blog

2009-03-30T01:31:00.002+08:00

Finally finish the layout of my blog.
Am very satisfied cause customize everything myself!

Luggage for TW has been packed and hmm.. have alot things to be done tomorrow.

1) To meet FY and pick up my long overdued stuff from Cerebos and.. i miss him! My dearest..
2) Bring Kat to see doctor. Her butt is way too red and seems like it's peeling.
3) Well gonna go shopping with mommy and aunty of cause with my darling baby but Kimmy gotta stay in sch! Shall not let her have the habit of skipping school all the time because next Mon and Tues she wont be going as she's under my mom's care.
4) Hmmm, shall be ad-hoc hahaa..

After i arrive in singapore on 7th Apr, i am going to meet my mom and aunties in the airport. My mom going to pass kimmy to me and aunty going to pass Kathy to me and i shall lug them home >.<~ After the tiring flight! Ahhhhh.. hope i can survive for the 2 weeks ya! and GOODIE NEWS!!
I got a new job.
All thanks to Chiu Ling. Am glad that I found her!

Need to work hard and work hard!
Hope i get hold of manicure as well and start working on it.
I need to earn alot alot money to fufil my wish list ya!
hahaha...

Alrightie.. Getting late and my eyes are shutting on me.

I miss my babies!

Excited

2009-03-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

Taiwan here i come on Tuesday!!!

Getting closer and closer heee..

Sooo excited!

Artist in making

2009-03-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

Am very tired today after a struggle with the kids and being alone at home. Now both soundly asleep but think my darling Kathlyn had a scare.
A table top panel, clothes steamer and vase (height about my hip) dropped down and landed right beside her.
Think hubby did not place it properly and i got a shock.
Kathlyn herself got a shock too cause after that she did not cry immediately and few mins later she wail! I was like staring at her blankly and took a while to react.
Thankfully it did not land on her if not i wouldnt have known what to do.

And something to share!
This is something which i enjoy doing recently! Photoshop my kids! hahaaa...

Kim took her stickers and paste all over the book and herself..
Bought them at pasar malam but in the end!! all stickers gone but not much pages color

Kekeee..

This is what she did!

Amusing!

2009-03-28T18:22:00.004+08:00

Am finding it amusing! hahaha.. how cute can kids be?
I'm looking the kids alone and watching them fight... !

Round 1!
Kat took things out from Kim's bag!

Round 2!
Kim saw and scolded Kat then quickly take everything and run!

Round 3!
Kat chased after Kim and Kim dropped the things everywhere then busy pick them up and run away!

Round 4..
Kim continously bubble baby language at Kat.. and Kat just simply ignore her and continue to dig her bag...!!!

Kat Won!!!!

It's damn hilarious watching them fight.. hahaha but it makes my day though i am zonked out now =D

Very tired cause ate flu and cough med..
Fed both kids cough and flu as well.. Guess whole family infected with the disease hahaaa..

Couldnt wait for Tuesday and TAIWAN here i Come....!!!

Tiring day!

2009-03-24T17:15:00.004+08:00

After a day in JB, kat is down with flu and fever!

But overall it's an experience and enjoyable trip bringing both kids there!

Hows my life lately?
Have been great (i think except for the recent conflicts) and awaiting for my TW trip on 31st!
Excited! but things not packed at all heee...

I pray that things will be better...
Between him and me... Job and of cause the kids :)

发疯了！！

2009-03-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

我不喜欢和哑巴说话！
I could not understand why whenever i speak to him, he treat as i singing songs.
Whatever things friend says it's right but whatever i say, he just simply give me a black face and refuse to talk to me..
Enough is enough..
I've a limit to my tolerance..
Past few weeks have been trying to be nice to him.. I gave in to him, i did everything, Gave him surprises.. but.. I did not expect anything much from him except change in attitude.. But apparently whatever i done is in vain..

I so feel like giving him up man.. whats the point of struggling!

Errors

2009-03-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

Awwww.. I cant cross blog cause there are errors..

Bah! too late now! Gotta sleep. Think of a way tomorrow!

On a rainy day...!

2009-03-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

What do you eat on a rainy day.. Hmmmm This is what hubby gotten for me..
Hah This is what i did for fun!.

It's up and running again!

2009-03-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

My blog is alive once again after much nights of editing and photoshopping + rearranging..
Gosh so rusty with html and photoshop already.

Follow me to www.desire-happiness.blogspot.com!

ahahhaa.. though i still using cross blogging!!

Envy

2009-03-15T16:05:00.000+08:00

Could only envy and will never happen to me...

Not complicated.. not easy..

2009-03-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just that i could disregard how people look at me but sad to say i cant..

Recently have been looking after both kids over the weekends by myself. Nothing can express the tiredness that i feel.
Looking after 1 is a joy, looking after 2 is ermmmm horrible..

Snatching for attention.. and tons of things to do together..
They bathe together, they eat together and we all sleep together/nap together..

No me time during this period ..

Tough but i hope it's all worth it..

What am i going to do next?
Well.. learn to be thick skinned! :)

Feeling very very heavy...

2009-02-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

Feeling isnt great but oh well i gotta move on..

Last day.. 4th March 2009. The days spent here are very memorable and thanks to you all that have been by my side :)

Haven been posting pics in multiply cause haven been doing so in facebook and pretty lazy to do it here.. hee..

Kathlyn's 1st birthday party is over and hmm i enjoyed it! I hope you people do as well and thks for turning up with ang baos, pressie and wishes for kathlyn..

Time flies and i feel that i have aged! well though i am still 24 hahahaa.. but then with 2 kids.. hmm think i look more haggard then before.. but then.. i am enjoying life with them. i believe it's always good to have kids young at least i have energy for them.

So now i am asking myself.. Where is my #3 huh?? hohohohohoooo..

Till it comes!

Bad bad itchy rash

2009-01-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

Guess when i said kathlyn's rash wasnt itchy at all i was slapping myself right at my mouth!
Haiz..
She couldnt get to sleep till now because it was damn itchy!!!
When i removed her pampers, she keep scratching and scratching!
1st thing tmr is to bring her to see a doctor.. haiz.. poor thing poor thing..
It started during CNY..

The best night ever....

2008-12-31T05:35:00.000+08:00

Have been going for ‘IN---Vi-W’ recently and I feel scared + tired trying to look for it.

Think I feel more comfy in my comfort zone and of cause the benefits is so much better here.

Last night hubby tell me ‘I see u keep finding but no motivation why don’t endure for a while and prepare to be SAHM. I would rather u be SAHM then being so tired and I would think u want to spend more time with the kids’

I am surprised and touched. He can see my effort. He knows that I want to provide the kids the best yet I want to spend a lot more time with them.

Then I gave him a hug and said thanks.

He has never been so understanding towards me before.

I know that he have been trying to change for the better as well.

I am glad and I can see it. I really do!

Though as much as I want to be SAHM, I do not want to burden him with all the financial alone.

Well lets see how we can work about it.

It’s not that I hate my current job hmmm.. just that I tot I could get a better one and earn more $$ to ease his burden as well.

We are not rich but on the other side we are living under one roof happily.

Now I cant wait for our flat to come and have a home truly.

Merry Xmas and happy new year.

2008-12-30T04:30:00.000+08:00

Xmas is over

New year is here

What is my new resolution for the year ahead?

New job? More kids? Or?

Glad that things are getting better now.

Just few days ago, watched twilight with hubby. Hmmm slow but I find that it’s a great show! Gosh how I wish for such romance!

Recent days is just looking after kids, playing mahjong during weekends and just slacking around in office..

I am bored and seem to be bored of everything around me.

At times just feel like ignoring the kids and just lead my own life but I know that I cant.

Well I can feel that responsibility is getting stronger and hence decisions must be wise.

Hope u r doing well in ur business. Good luck and all the best for ur family.

Time is flying .. I am aging.. I need to catch up.. Need to do some planning..

confused... Tired...

2008-12-12T03:34:00.000+08:00

I think I had enough.. Do I still need? Still thinking.. Still pondering.. I should be independent enough to make that decision.

I'm very troubled..

Hop hop hop!!!

2008-11-28T12:16:00.000+08:00

Having a good boss is the key to retention.

Sighz.. i dun have such luck!

Good luck in searching!!!!

Feel guilty? Feeling bad?

2008-11-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

That describes me..

Well well.. seems like i am not spending enough time with the kids.. Recently quite a number of events going on and i have not been fetching kim back from the cc. It's my hubby or FIL. Even housework and everything done by my hubby.

Worse still.. this weekend only seeing kathlyn for one day cause saturday i have event.

Recently busy with yoga, jogging and shopping =/

Spending time on myself instead of the kids but really, it has been soooooo long since i had time for myself.

Am i enjoying? Yes and no. Yes due to freedom, no because of the kids.

Thankfully my hubby is understanding and in fact he send me to and fro work, pick me up from yoga and went shopping with me!

Cant wait till my bonus is here.. Waiting and waiting..

Lots of happening but i have so little time.

Updates

2008-10-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Recession.. wise to change job???

wanted to do so next year but seeing the market and economy, i doubt i could get a job with higher salary.. well probably we shall see how it goes..

It's not that i dislike my current job but then again.. Sighz.. no communication.. how to work!!!
I love my colleagues though!

Kim went to her new cc today. everything turns out fine. Tmr my turn to accp her. Thanks to my hubby for taking time to accp kim tooo.. Well he contributed alot to the family.. time for me to do something??!?!?! hahahaha..

Hmm.. am deciding what to get for his birthday and where to go for celebration.
without the kids?!?!?!? HARD leh!!!

Sometimes i ask myself, when is the last time i watched a movie? When is the last time i went out without kids? When is the last time i sleep in peace till lets say noon time??

Aiyoooooo.. Nevermind nevermind.. just endure for few more years and i believe i will regain my freedom!!! I need it badly though

Sick.. AGAIN?!?!?!?!

2008-10-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. when will this ever end???

One is coughing madly.. well.. vomitted on her birthday celebration.
the other is having fever for 5 days with bad sorethroat. refusing to drink, refuse to sleep, just her pacifier and refuse to do other thing! Oh my god man!

Hope all this will end soon and pray that my kids will recover soon!..

Mommy and daddy love u girls!

Contemplating to bring kim or kath to my col's wedding Hmmmmm.....

MIA

2008-09-27T07:24:00.000+08:00

too little time n too many things to do. Changed position at work causing me to do more work n ot more but cos of the exp, I took up. Can't regret.
Back frm genting few weeks ago n went to cameron.

After came back, so many things to do. Friends have Been asking me y I MIA. Haha!No lor just that I too many things to do!

Post other time. Looking after my terrors n yes I shifted to hougang with in laws! Finally I have help!

So hectic!

2008-07-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

Life is but all a dream..

She fought for 2 years.. she survived for almost 2 mths when doc says again that she only has 24 to 72hrs.. She lost her memory during the period of time.. All she believe in was GOD when she was in hosp and oh yes.. She lived till 20th June 2008 and left us to be with the lord that she believed in. Mama.. Rest in peace..

I cant believe it and during the wake i keep pondering and asking myself.. is all this but a dream? When i saw her lying in the coffin so peacefully, i was happy that she ended all her sufferings.

During the eulogy, i gotta know that she has always wanted to see nic get married and have kids.. yes.. we gave her 2 adorable great grand daughters..
She was afraid that after nic get married, nic will not visit her again and she was wrong.
Ever since we gotten married, we never failed to visit mama.. We attend all gatherings and we visit her once every 2 to 3 weeks..

Now her greatest worry that i am afraid i am unable to commit is that she's afraid that god might not know me and my 2 kids.. She told lao yi and lao yi told nic. This, is not something which i will agree to.. My kids, i would rather let them make their own choice but then again, it's unfair for Nic.. So we shall see how.

another worry is, noone to carry on the Djong surname.. Well, mama.. If finance allow, give us a few years time and we'll try again.. This i promise you..
Though i am not close with mama, (i will nag at nic to visit her then we'll go together) but i know she's a very loving granny.. I spoken to her many times.. she nv fail to place a smile on her face even though she was very sick. I salute her for that.

this few days has been pretty tough for us.. esp during the period at crematorium.. 1st time we ALL saw my FIL cried.. 1st time..

I am very exhausted but tonight cant seems to get much rest also unless kat decides to be a good girl once again

tomorrow they gng for their jabs.. Ahh i dare not see esp kimberly.. I am missing out on the babies and the gatherings!! bt i dare not attend on saturday.. if it's function room i dun mind but at ppl hse, i afraid they pantang.. though i dun believe in such things..
Guess shall wait till nxt time..

Alright gotta sign off.. Feeding my princess and going to bed..

I am still asking myself.. is this a dream..!

Whats life!!!!

2008-05-18T09:11:00.000+08:00

Lots of things are happening BUT nevertheless.. i love my girls

Too many things to blog about and hell yea!! i'm too tired to type everything in words.

Still sick.. still sick... At times, i will ask myself.. why did i tie myself down with 2 kids.. but then again, seeing them growing makes it worthwhile..

I lost my freedom at the age of 21.. still losing it..

But watch this...

always in mommy's arm.. she's the kolar and i am the tree!!!

and my sweetie pie that arrive to the world on 7th march 08!!

Before i hit my 20s..

Just thinking back of my past.... Never will i be the same ever again..

Kathlyn's full mth baby shower

2008-04-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

Held Kat's baby shower yday at home. Was very tiring and pardon me if i'm a bad host! Didnt had rest the day before (partly coz i woke up at 3pm to BF and play mj till 7am) after which i didnt sleep any more.

Finally.. She is 1 month old. I seriously hope those crankiness in her will be gone!! hahaa..
thinking back.. When kim was young.. She eat and sleep.. didnt even cry for milk! Now when she's big AIYO!!! Terror ahh...

Kim loves carrying kat so i jsut let her carry but of cause i am by her side to jagar her. She tend to carry and smooch kat i feel so good upon seeing that. But at times when i carry kat and didnt sayang her.. she gets so jealous and insist that i put kat down.. so i will just do that.. i do not want her to feel neglected.

Few days ago i was looking after kim and kat all by myself! Cause hb went to lesson. (only look after for 3 hrs) After which i was shouting for help already!!! so tiring.. Kat was cranky and kim was crying for my attention so i have split to both sides!! At that time i wish that i have 2 of me.. So so tiring! I can TOTALLY understand my aunty's woes when she mentioned that she is no longer like before and cant look after both anymore..

Kim is gng CC in May.. Hopefully she can adapt to it well.

On another side.. Thks to my HB for doing so many things for me including bathing the 2 terrors.. (i stand 1 side see hahahaa)..
but i feel that he is starting to feel irritated by kat's constant crying. Today he even ask kat to shut up and ask kat what does she want etc etc..
WEll well he's never like this i guess cause he's over stress as well..

We both are struggling to look after kim and kat together. Still need some time to adapt..
Oh noooo.. i miss my beauty sleep man!!!! When can i ever sleep 8 hrs one shot again? hahaha.. I suppose another half a year???? kekee..

Thanks people for showering kat with well wishes and ang pows..

I am going crazy!!!

2008-03-13T11:33:00.000+08:00

Confinement suckz.. confinement suckz.. confinement suckz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I stinkz like a pig.. everyday eating the same food.. family not by my side...

At times i feel like breaking down but i have to be strong cause i looking after my darling myself.. Luckily.. i have a good helper here.. taking care of my needs and bathing my darling if not i really will break down and go crazy..

I'm very HOT!! cause of all the confinement food so i heck.. just boom the fan directly on me.. though this few days raining, i can feel my legs aching and soft.. but i have to use fan lor!! granny keep nagging at me..

i know i cant but i have to! if not i very pek chek, noone to talk to.. then how???? i have to look after my girl..

haiz. another 3 weeks to go..i can do it man!..

Jia you to all mommies! it's though but it's all worth it!

My dear husband

2008-03-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

During my stay in hosp, alot ppl reminded me tht i've already gotten the best husband that one can ever have. I know that! and i appreciate him for whatever he have been doing for the family!

His aunts was visiting me in hosp and stayed with me.. (but they came 1 by 1) They said that they are amazed by my hb's way of handling the family which they never expect that he would.

Well well i never expec that he is such a family man and place family in front of every other thing. I am glad to have him and met him in my life..

Today, he went to metro and bought me some nursing bras when i need it! 'imagine a man going to metro and ask do u have any nursing bras?!??!!?' then he went to kiddy palace and bought milk collection shield for me. Not much guys would do that! and yea my hb did it.

He have been very supportive.. like now looking after kimberly is his full time job. not only that, he stil have to tk care and entertain to this big baby needs (MYSELF).. although i tend to throw temper at him but i really really do appreciate all his litte things that he made it happen!

Although he nags and nags at times!!hahahaha.. just like a nanny! but whatever he do is always for the best of the family. We're lucky to have such a daddy aka husband!..

Well after my confinement i must 'bao da' him already such as do housework etc since he is the one doing it ever since i preggy hahahaha.. our 2nd anni coming soon!! yay.. and now we're parents of 2 kids! We made it happen! and we've a happy family!!

I appreciate whatever that i have now and thks god for giving me such a wonderful family!

Really down

2008-03-08T08:58:00.000+08:00

Well.. i am feeling really bad..

I told hubby to bring kim home and rest at home then come again tonight cause kim was sleepy and i dun want her to get very grouchy.

I told myself not to shed tears! i tried very hard to be strong in front of him.. but it is so difficult and yes i am all alone once again in this room.

What happened?? Dont wish to mention but things just aint going smoothly.. Nevermind nevermind.. i can do it..!..!

Gonna get discharge tomorrow and i hope things will turn for the better. A new challenge is up ahead for me. i cant afford to tear anymore..

My birth story

2008-03-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

I was at my gyne's clinic at 3pm. When at his clinic i can already feel abit contraction but i tot is normal pelvic ache so i brushed it off. when i told my gyne, he did a scan and mentioned that baby is still very comfortable in me thus tendancy is that she wont pop so early!! *He said 10% chance only for the previous visit*

So at 4pm i left his clinic, i can feel contraction but blur me.. thought it's braxton hicks so i just brushed it off. 1 hour about 1 time contraction.

10pm while chatting with the ladies, i feel that it's more frequent (my pain threshold is very high) so i went to bed thinking that BH will go away!.. not painful just uncomfortable.

at 12midnight - receive call that my uncle passed away, rushed down to SGH and had a glimpse of him, i cried and after that the contraction got worse. i still tot nothing serious!!!

3am i reached home.. pain is like once in 10mins no matter i walk, lie or sit.. i told HB might be fake one.. wait more and see! then i called my gyne.. he ask me what am i waiting for !! and got me to admit. ok fine.. i waited for hb at home until 4am.

4am.. hb reached home. bathe and brought me to Mt A.

4.30am .. at Mt A changed, broke water bag.. 3cm dilated.. loosen my stool etc etc.. until 5.30am..

From 6am to 7am, i got off CTG and was walking ard in the labour ward. pain still manageable. although more intense but i feel bettr when i'm not lying down!

7am, got striped up again, used laughing gas and requested fo pethidine.. well wel it works very well for me and guess what!! only 3 - 4 cm dilated.. ok fine.. wait further more. i was telling the nurs.. WOW so long only 3 - 4 cm!! must be kidding me..

8am.. ok 4cm dilated.. pain i still can endure leh! lol!...

8.30am.. 5cm dilated.. my hb told the nurse.. aiya still can sleep more. so long..

who knows at 8.45a i FEEL like pushing and pushing so i shouted immediately.. 'oh my god i wanna push!! i feel baby coming'.. the nurs checked immediately and she went 'shit fully dilated'.. she ran out and quickly shouted.. 'fully dilated! faster get doctor back!!!'

My gynae was with me since i admitted till about 7am.. then he went for a surgery!

from 8.45am to 9am.. it was HELLl!!!!!!!!!!!! they pushed me to my side to prevent me from pushing baby out and keep massaging for me! ask me to control!! i had a good midwife who encouraged me alot and ok fine.. i control.. i told all of them to shut up and let me relax and think properly.. i used laughing gas! breathe like crazy and i wanted them to kill me man! baby is coming but i cant push!!!!! i keep shouting out for my gyne..

9am.. he reached hosp in 15mins! quickly turned me over.. i was still enduring not to push!!
when i was told to push, i pushed 3 times and baby was out! i felt damn relieved!!
i grabbed my hb hand while waiting for gyne.. that period was like hell!!!

0958 - baby kathlyn was born and crying vry very loudly!!! 2.775kg! 3 weeks earlier..

I am a mommy for 2 now!!

This story is the same as what i posted!!hahahaa lazy to re-type!

I've nothing better to do?

2008-03-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. the title says it all! I've nothing better to do!!!!

Wanna update my happenings but i am so so lazy!!!

Ok 10% chance to pop this week and high chances of popping on 10th march that week. Wish me luck!!!! hope it'll be as cool as my 1st preggy!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2008-02-08T14:20:00.000+08:00

Time to eat CNY goodies and it's the best time for me to eat as much as i like! And yes i am doing so hahahhaa...

But very tiring chasing little terror around.. Luckily still have people entertain for me lah!. Chu yi was so bored leh! haiz.. Mommy not in singapore and aunty also. they went genting t HUAT AH.. So noone at my granny house thus i only went there dinner and ciao also..

Reunion dinner, we had at my granny-in-law house 1st.. HB love the kiam cai ah.. Salty vege Duck.. So our 1st stop is there hehe.. After that went to granny house at 10pm. Didnt eat already lor.. Cause was very full. Pretty late huh ? Cause Kim slept till 7pm then wake up.. So delayed our timing.

I played MJ till 4am and damn! i lose $400.. (Shared) and HB lost $100 by playing $2 only!! he was very unlucky lah.. hahaha but CNY once in a while only so nvm nvm. ^^

How was my Chu Er?

Lagi Boring!! Initially was staying at home with HB but in the end decided to go to his lao yi house which is located at jurong. Kimmy had lots of fun there! After that went to granny in law house again.

Kim was so so active and funny. Made me laugh so much hahaaa.. She carried kueh Bulu and walk ard the house as if she is selling it.. hhaah.. Then follow by her dancing to the music! Glad tht CNY i have her to entertain me and vice versa.. kekeke..

My little princess aka TERROR...

About Kathlyn, her head is down and her movements are alot. She hiccups alot too! And tend to push hersef against me so i can feel the tightening..i cant wait to see her but at the same time i am worried also. What i am worried about is kimberly will not get use to having a younger sister and i feel that i still did not company kimberly enough!! This girl came too early.. but i'll try my best!!

Kimberly is ZZzz-ing now. Just fall asleep.. She played too much thus very very tired.. I throw her in sarong only she knock out liao.. kekeke..

Now i gotta think what is tml's program liao lor.. HB is working so i should be pretty bored lah. Most prob staying at home with kimberly and entertain her.. Or bring her go shopping alone to spend my day.. hehehe..

Cant wait for my mom to come back singapore man!

Next tues is my maternity photo shots. Already bought some mittens, bears and blocks to take with it hahaha.. Just specially for it ok!.

I have not pack my hospital bag or baby clothes. Will try to do so in a couple of days and need to bring the baby cot to granny's house also. Headache ahHH! So many things to do but so little time.. Or u can say I AM LAZY... hehehehee..

Alright.. i Ciao already.. Am pretty tired so going to slack abit after uploading kimy's photo..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. (IT'S MINE AND KATHLYN'S YEAR)

Where is the sense of security?

2008-01-03T06:33:00.000+08:00

I dread the thought of going home yesterday.. i walked ard compasspoint before going back..

I am thinking of the past again. Is it just one of my mood swings or it really did happen once again which i can feel it but i still dont know what happen?

Was very moodless when i reached home. He could sense i am troubled and dun feel like speaking to him. He questioned me, treat me good and asked me why but i just dun feel like answering any of his questions.

Whenever he treats me good, i will feel that something is wrong. He must have done something wrong.. How can i brush away the feeling which i have??

My Kimberly and Kathlyn

Kimberly is getting more and more mischievous. Getting way out of hand soon but i guess that is the growing phase which all parents will feel. Now whenever she walks, she dislike us holding her hands and she keeps running around. With me preggy now i have difficulty controlling her thus i would choose not to go out with her alone.

I spent my x'mas and ny countdown with her alone. Lonely but satisfied that i have her by my side. Just her and baby Kath in my tummy is enough..

Kathlyn have been very active recently. Made me couldnt sleep at night hehee.. but at least i know she is growing healthily in me. Dr Lim had a scan for me last Sat and saying that baby is growing well. Am glad that everything is fine cause i had mild sore throat and quite bad flu over the weekend. Luckily she's not affected.

But Dang! i gained 2.4kg.. hehee.. i wonder will i be able to shed off the excess weight? haha! Lets wait till i pop then i'll know.

Very excited that March is coming soon .. but at the same time pretty scared that i will lose my time with kimmy and sleepless nights..

My thoughts.. My world.. My life...

2007-12-19T06:38:00.000+08:00

I have learnt how to control my temper against him. I know tht previously i was actually pretty bad to him as in keep flaring up! but now, i really appreciate him for everything he do.

He's my man aka my daughter's father aka my beloved husband. He have been doing alot for us. Example: housework - Cook, clean, wash.. everything! Whereas i just laze around hehehee...

Yesterday night my #2 was kicking and wiggling very badly in my tummy late in the night! My HB sayang my tummy and talk to her.. immediately she stopped. He said: " My dear darling, guai guai sleep now. Daddy and mommy going to bed. You sleep ok? *Kiss*".. Well he seldom do that and i find it a very caring gesture and very sweet of him. In fact, he've NEVER done that before.

My Birth Story

1 week before i deliver my girl, i experience pelvis aching but didnt take it to heart as i assumed that it's normal. After which i have heavy discharge. No show but just white discharge hence, i thought that probably water bag 1st layer is leaking (as what my friend told me) then i went to my gynae immediately.

He checked for me and told me that i am 1cm dilated without any pain which is good! and 12 hrs later, i will be delivering thus he wanted me to admit but the choice is up to me as i can wait till contraction sits in then i admit. I cried on the spot! Never expect everyting to come so fast!..

My decision is NOT admit 1st. I asked my HB to bring me go eat! I remember i ate Chicken cutlet and ice longan! yummy.. I already had appt with my gynae 7am at Mt A! he will arrange for my delivery then.

Who knows at 12 midnight, i can feel the contraction kicking in and i didnt take it to heart. I endured till 1.30am and then i told HB think really need to go hosp already. I took a nice warm shower, pack my hosp bag once more and then head down to take cab. I was so nervous and cried on the cab again. Luckily my hb was there for me.

I love the thingy which they insert in your butt butt and let u go toilet immediately! hahaha the feeling was shiok boy!.. After tht the contraction gets stronger and they put me on laughing gas. I was so HIGH. The gas is like taking estacy hahaha.. ( have never taken before just describe like that).. My HB helped me monitor my contraction and put on the mask for me. but he was freaking tired as well! cause he didnt have any rest and yet keep getting scolding by me hahaha.. i remember biting him =X

Gynae injected the vaccination on the thigh for me, which was suppose to make me feel sleepy and YES! i fell asleep. Thus was quite a painless delivery. Luckily my gynae was there throughout the night for me and he monitor me!

Oh yaz.. i forgot to mention when he burst my water bag using his finger, realised that my girl poo inside me! He immediately put me on drip to accelerate my labour. Not induce hor! Although something similar hehee..

At about 6am i was 8cm dilated! Woo Hoo! Giving birth soon! I woke up at 7am.. They said i can push anytime but i was very drowsy! in the end i no energy push and Dr Lim had to use vacumn for my girl.

And Ta da!~ i gave birth to Princess Kimberly Djong Jing Wen. She's my love of my life.. hehe..

I hope i can give the same amount of love to Kathlyn. Now i am giving all to Kimberly. I am afraid i cant share. HB always give me the confidence that i can do it. Well well! wait till i deliver then i'll know.

Really thanks my HB for being there for me always. Looking after me when i am sick, whenever i need someone to talk to, he will be there.

Despite what happened in the past, i can forgive but certain things still cannot be forgotten. just hope that he understand this point. I am really trying my best already.. Anyway.. He's the best that a women can get and guess who is the lucky one?

ADELINE SIA!

I feel like tearing for him..

2007-11-26T10:16:00.000+08:00

This is just a post for myself.. I am feeling so bottled up..

I have not been talking about this brother of mine. We share the same mother but not the same father. We seldom contact and our age gap is by 10 years. He is in Sec 1 now. He haven been staying with us for about 7 years or so due to parents divorce and he is with his father but.. his father got a 1 room flat himself, remarried and left him with his grandma..

He is now uncontrollable. Without the love of parents and his grandma do not bother about him as well. He do not have his own room, he do not have computer.. he dont have anything and he dont have any family love at all. I feel like crying for him. As his sister, i feel that i am obligated to do something for him. I told my mom to bring him back.. i would care for him and if need be, pay for his everything.

I'm from a broken family as well since young only with the care of my aunty. I totally understand hw he feels. He go ard telling ppl that his parents divorce and he is without any family love + his grandma dont care about him. That is the worse thing that can happen. I am so afraid that he will choose the wrong route. I'm asking myself, what is he doing outside.. Is he learning how to smoke? will he take drugs? He's not at home everyday. He's outside at lan shop or everyday hanging ard at friends house.

His friends say that he is very LOYAL (Jiang yi qi). But in what way? His friend say he can lend ppl money whenever they need and they dont have to return. Is this LOYAL!!!!!! He is silly.. Haiz..

I am going to bring him back tomorrow and let my mom have a good talk with him. Oh well.. How i wish he could change sch and move back with us. We need to let him know that we're always here for him whenever he needs. Haiz..

I miss her

2007-11-20T05:24:00.000+08:00

What is my kimberly doing? Is she awake?

Recently, i have the urge to bring her back and look after her myself. HB and me miss her alot esp after the genting trip. I gotta know that she is learning alot new things and i am missing out on them. Pretty sad but at the same time, i am happy that she is developing and she is getting more independent.

She likes to go gai gai and walk herself nowadays. Whenever she see anyone of us walking out of the house, she will start to scream and yell then cry and cry.. After which throw temper. She wants us to bring her out. Now she is still quite sticky to me. At home she likes to crawl or walk over to me, hug and cuddle me. i find her really really very sweet but she never do that to her daddy!.. she will only sayang daddy when i say.. 'Guai kim go sayang daddy' then she will do so. Thats how sweet she is and i really miss her badly..

It's all happening too fast. Things that i didnt expect..

Getting married at 21 yrs is something which i definitely did not see it coming. Probably BD-ing got us all excited and thus BOOM! Out kimberly came hahahah! We're trying to maintain a good relationship and give kimberly a wonderful family. I've seen divorce for those who marry at young age. I just pray that i will not be the one.. I love both of them dearly..
Being a 1st time mother is definitely a great challenge. Learning how to bathe my lil one, doing confinement, breastfeeding, learn cooking (which i dont quite like), changing diapers, touching HER POO!!! but i learnt them and i live with it of cause! i enjoy doing them =)
Giving all my love for kimberly and putting in whatever i have for the family.
From all this, i've know that i got a supportive mother, a really care for me aunty and all the help from my 2 bestest cousins.

Family is really important. i am glad that i have them.. thanks to all whom actually supported me through when i was preggy and in a dilemma.. i never regret my decision and i appreciate god for giving me kimberly. She can be a little terror in everyone's heart but definitely a little angel and my dearly princess.

I wonder if i can do the same for #2. I am not as health concious as i have kimberly thus i am getting worried. Just learnt from my col that cant apply zam buk or any medicated oil but i didnt know that. i've been using it to ease my sinus esp in genting. i use it like nobody's biz. I just pray the best for #2. cant wait for my detail scanning this coming friday to ensure that baby is developing well.

Going to really change my diet for the sake of baby. HB is scolding me for eating too much junk food leh. Sighz i really do agree.. He told me that if i really care for the baby and my own health, i should be changing it. Ok! Now i am determined that i will change me diet. I want the bestest for my babes!..

I wanna choose a christian name starting with K for #2 leh.. but like so hard to choose. HB still hope that it's a boy i guess hahahaa.. but gotta disappointed him lah unless the detail scanning show otherwise.

Got to stop here. Need to booooom off...!

Till i write again!

Updates!

2007-11-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

See my Blue psp! Still deeply in love with it BUT BUT... This was suppose to be my birthday present!! My HB always bring to work and i cannot play =/ he is ADDICTED to it while i am in love with it.. BAH!

Genting Trip

How do you think this trip will turn out to be like? The bestest thing is that kimmy learnt how to walk without support there for a longer distance and the WORSE thingy is i was sick thruout the days there! Horrible trip hahahaa..

1st day had bad diarrhea! i guess must be the horrible prata that i add in the morning.. 2nd day started to have fever and u know the series of those flu.. etc all came out.. hahaa..

But nevertheless, we created a strong bonding with our princess! (and we won total of 1.8k ringgit in casino) kekekee..

Photos uploaded! Enjoy peeps...

http://djongfamily.multiply.com/photos/album/17/Kimberly_12

#2 is very active in my tum tum.. always tossing ard.. and movemets is very strong! By the way.. 1st scan shows that it is a girl.. lets see what will our detail scanning be like next week..

PSP!

2007-11-01T18:09:00.000+08:00

Oh yea!!! I got my baby blue PSP! I love it to bits.. *kiss kiss kisss******

My HB got it for me for my 23rd birthday!! so excited hahahaa.. $380 with alot alot games Yippie~ his colleague intro him one and he know i wanted it..
Love it to bits!!!

A day after another

2007-11-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

Well well..
Time flies pass really fast. i am now 19 weeks!
little baby in me is kicking really strong and hard!! Saturday is my gynae scan.. will i be able to tell gender? Lets see! Alamak! must remember to book my detail scanning heheee..

Kimberly This little terror hor.. *Headache*
She keep wanting to walk and keep holding our hand then walk about the house. Now i have difficulty walking with her.. i feel so tired but if i dont, she throw tantrum.. which is worse then walking with her lol..
I realise she enjoyed scolding people now! hope she wont grow up to be very spoilt (which i feel that she is now) ..
Too many people doting on her hence she took it for granted.
Anyway.. Glad to see her growing up so healthily..

It's always my happiness to watch her grow.
She was so tiny in my arms when she 1st came out.. now she's walking about the house..
It feels so great to watch her grow!! Nothing can express it!!

heheheee..

At work, things seems to turn out well At this very moment. New colleague came in today. Hopefully my job scope will lessen. Dec have quite a few holidays. Time will pass very fast adn this little one will pop soon.
Lets wait.. lets wait..

Cross blogging

2007-10-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

Oh ya! Multiply has this function of cross blogging to blogger! I am actually blogging from multiply however, blogger can view it too! Isnt this shyt cool! I simply love it man!!!!... Those who wanna view kimberly's photo can access www.djongfamily.multiply.com.

I am simply in love with this!

Layout

2007-10-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

I am finally done with the layout of my multiply! I love this.. it's simply so sweet.

Oh well have already uploaded kimberly's birthday photos into the album kimberly 11!
keke.. Things have been going quite well. now pretty looking forward to 3rd Nov where my scan is and 8th Nov for my genting trip.

Kimberly she is learning how to walk! Though she walks a few steps and fall but she is very daring! she's not afraid to fall again so she will stand up and attempt again. Guess all kids are like this?

#2 is kicking very actively in me though baby is only 18wks hehee.. Hopefully wont be as aggressive as kimberly!

I have been eating alot crabs lately. Hopefully it's ok. At times i just dun care but i guess i need to ctrl my own pressure myself.

New blog! Multiply.com!

2007-10-17T21:12:00.001+08:00

I found an interesting blog space!!! Kekee..

Decided to switch to multiply so that i can upload as many photos as i like! Cool cool!

http://www.djongfamily.multiply.com/

Thats really great! Easy to use and i can upload kimberly's monthly photo! hehee.. but no more slideshows. Nehow, she shall have a personal space for videos as well!

Kimberly's birthday party

2007-10-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

Kimberly's birthday party i would say is a success though certain things turn out not like what we expected which i guess i wont elaborate here!

Nehow, i would only rem those happy stuff!

During cake cutting, kimberly was pretty grouchy as she was sleepy and it's noisy + she's tired. *Poor girl*

I feel like i've torture her!

Throughout this 4 days of chalet, she didnt sleep much as he wasnt familiar with the environment. i am so scared that she will get tired out.

Now here! Lets see photos!

Excited

2007-10-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

I am very excited!!
Saturday coming soon.
Now i am thinking back what will i miss out?

Hmmm i am only left with the decorations which daddy have not bought them! Lazy daddy! Kimmy's birthday and he still slacking. hehee.. cant blame him though cause he having exams on Monday and Wednesday. Jia you Jia you!

Initiall my leave i took was on thursday and friday but due to some unforeseen circumstances, i cancelled off my thursday leave and proceed with friday. think it'll be sufficient.
Already planned to bring birthday princess for a swim probably on friday.

Updates on Kimmy
Seeing her turn 1 year old i feel that i am really getting old with a big girl now. keke..
She is now attempting to walk but she can only cruise ard by holding things on her own.
When we hold her hand to walk with her she so hao lian leh.. she tried to run hahaha.. at times will let go and hug our leg prompting us to carry her.. Lazy bum bum.
Another thing is that she is totally not afraid of pain esp if i am the one beating her. Sometimes i smack her hand when she throw things but she will smile or come over hug me.. I get soften by that and i forgotten everything. I know it's bad but i just cant control myself.
When daddy scold her she cried loudly immediately leh and refuse to see daddy or let daddy carry her.
She even had a few dreams on sat was wondering is it dreaming of daddy beating her. Cause when she wake up, she refuse to look at daddy.

She is getting sweeter day by day and i am very happy just to see her smile at me the moment she is awake. I have always longed for a happy, bubbly and healthy lil girl. There i've got it.
May god bless her always.

I am giving her whatever attention i can now. Am afraid that when #2 pops out she will be neglected though daddy says that he wont neglect kimmy and he love her alot but there will still be some uncertainty in me. How am i going to give my love equally to both of them?

Updates on #2
Gender? Unknown
I can feel the kicks and tossing in me now. Am 16wks at the moment. Heard that 2nd mommy will feel it faster then 1st time mommy.
I am getting bad backaches once agian.
EDD is 24th March 2007 but i think might be like kim, come out slightly earlier hehe..
My next scan is still quite some time away about 3 to 4weeks. Till then i will update again..

Till next time .....

Kimberly's birthday banner

2007-09-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

Most of Kimmy's birthday supplies have been done.
Quite satisfied.
Showing you kimmy's birthday banner.

Personally i like it very much.

Thanks to my friend who actually designed this *Muackz* Hehe..

Not much updates. Just recovered from my food poisoning and back to eating junks.
This pregnancy, i crave alot for fruits.
Actually am pretty worried if the food poisoning will cause any harm to my baby.
Will only be assured after i visit my gyne on the 6th of oct which is in 2 weeks time.

Alot things for me to look forward to!
1st) Gyne appointment
2nd) kimmy's 1st birthday party!!! I arranged everything myself thus i am very excited! hope everything turns out well. kekeke. (13th Oct)
3rd) My genting trip in 8th Nov! Will be going for 4 days haha.

After nov my life will be back to peace i guess haha.. This week i've alot things to follow up as well.
My projects and assignments gotta be done! Yet nothing have been started yet at this moment. Hmm.. Today meeting my classmates for discussion.

Baby Baby
Do u think this baby will be boy or girl? Both will do for me but i think nic prefers a boy. He is those typical man who would wants a heir to carry on his surname as he's the only grandson with the name DJONG in his family.
If it's not a boy, he'll be disappointed but i know he will dote on them the same. Just like how he dote on kimmy.

My stomach is expanding really huge within this 2 weeks even though i suffered from food poisoning. i am feeling so breathless and heavy. >.<~
So uncomfy and have been applying stretchmark creams hehe..
Feeling the tightness at my womb. Baby baby pls be good.

Mommy loves you and jie jie alot.

Sometimes i wonder what will i do if i lose my family overnight and at times i cried over nothing. I realise that a family is most impt to me. Regardless my mom, my dad or my aunty etc..
Friends, colleagues aside and my family will always be my 1st priority.
I am glad to have them by my side supporting me when i am at my downest period.
Esp when i 1st delivered kim, i can sense the love which they showered upon me when i had baby blues and was crying everyday. hiding in room and ignoring poor baby kim.

No idea why i will say such things today.. Hmm..
For the sake of this family, i will stay firm and stay strong!

Food poisoning

2007-09-20T09:27:00.000+08:00

Another day of MC due to food poisoning yesterday.
Was pretty reluctant to go off work yesterday thats why i went work and i endured through though i kept running to the toilet to vomit and diarrhea. The feeling kills man! Went to see company doc and he issued 1 half days MC.
After vomited just when i thought i am better, i was running a fever at 3pm finally.. i couldnt take it anymore thus i went home.
I slept the whole day and didnt eat. Whatever i eat i just vomited them out including med. nothing seems to stay inside.

initially i was thinking: "this week i could go to work without worries as i am feeling alot better as compare to the previous weeks"
Just when i thought positively, something have to happen and moreover it's on a wed AGAIN!!!!

Pray that the food poisoning wont affect my baby.
I am now 14 weeks at times i can feel flutters in me but am not sure is it little baby's movement? I am getting excited at my baby's gender.
Later will be going for OSCAR test.. Will prompt them to let me know haha.
It doesnt matter if it's going to be a boy boy or girl girl cause i love them both.

Kim is down with fever again. why is wrong with us? Always fever and falling sick. I think i am the one that cause her with low immune system. didnt BF her enuff and when i was carrying her, i keep running fever when i was in 1st trimester. She is turning 1 year soon and i am getting nervous over her party celebration.
so afraid that something will go wrong.

ok shall sign off here.
I am very tired. At times i just feel like quitting my job though i know that i cannot be rash.

Adeline! go Go jiA yOu!!!!

Kimberly's photo

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Just some photos upload!!

Recently keep having headaches no idea why! think not enuff sleep.. kekee.. Happy me = Happy baby!

Not much updates about me. Wanna live my life peacefully and await April =)

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Adeline's creation

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发疯了！！

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Envy

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Bad bad itchy rash

The best night ever....

Merry Xmas and happy new year.

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Hop hop hop!!!

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Sick.. AGAIN?!?!?!?!

MIA

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Whats life!!!!

Kathlyn's full mth baby shower

I am going crazy!!!

My dear husband

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I've nothing better to do?

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Where is the sense of security?

My thoughts.. My world.. My life...

I feel like tearing for him..

I miss her

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Cross blogging

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New blog! Multiply.com!

Kimberly's birthday party

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Food poisoning

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